babysitting
a former friend’s kid. he’s one. i have my son with me as well. oh so interesting. at least i’m getting paid.
p.s.
i still hate you. i want to get over you. and yet there’s a part of me that doesn’t because of what’s at stake.
you are so dumb for risking the best thing you ever had.
i just can’t
do it anymore. we have to be just friends. each time we sleep together, it sets the clock back and delays the opportunity for me to meet a man worth my time, a man who deserves me, a man who has his priorities straight.
i just can’t do it anymore. i finally realize you don’t deserve me. i wish i had discovered that sooner.
[you take the breath right out of me, you left a hole where my heart should be]
